LengThye..

Today..hmm actually no today..is few days already….feel ‘mun mun di’…dunno what to do and i think i always ‘yi san yi kuai’ ah…feel here pain there pain?And keep worry dunno anything happen to my baby or nt?

 haissss….so emotional….these day i keep thinking what shall i do the best for my baby…and i m thinking to tell boss about my condition at least he will care about me…on certain work load…but cant tell yet ler…let it stable first…but i really start tire and dunno do what also think to sleep…

yday i m so angry…hubby go drink(yalar, i m the one allowed him go lar) but i ledi mention to him must back early cos i need to pay the car installment…but he back late…then i start mumbling and sms him ledi..i angry until i go out myself….at last he called me…and keep ask where am i….i cried….when the time i heard his sound..even though i m angry….but at last i can control my emotion….hehe….

when he back he keep saying i cant angry…i must understand…and next time i cant go out myself…ya…i knw then..but that time i really ‘fo je gan’ ledi…not bother what happen liao..jus angry nia…shit…now think back i really bad…i shall car my bibi…sorry baby….i will take care of you …i promise i won let this happen again yea…forgive me….

sorry to  ur dad tooooo…:p

After the trip from CHINA, i m suspecting i m pregnant….i m so happy, but i also worry at the time.Because i worry it will disappointed me…hehe…but at last i told hubby and i go to buy the test to try….HAHAHHA..YEAH….i m pregnant……

at the first time, i can see hubby so shock…haha.cos he is worry about the $$, but actually inside he is happy to be PAPA…at the same time, i called mum…she is happy with me and even all my family member….YES, this is my family member i LOVE u all…..then his turn to call his parent…his dad reaction make me nt feeling well…and disappointed…n also his mum…if i  m the one pregnant first ..then the way they reply will be diff….BUT sometime i think…i live is for myself…right?no for others..no matter wat happen…to me…is myself and hubby hapi will do lar…hahaha…so i m nt bother at all…just keep myself healty and happy..

 Happy mohter happy kids…CUTIE BABY….yeah1!!!

 Anyway…sometime i feel sien of the way their family talk….so i just keep quite…and look at them…haha..funny right?and i nt happy with wat his dai so ‘gun’ me a lot….this cant that cant…walau eht….pecek la…just go down a while talk so much….geram lar…then keep ask why nt back lar..tis la tat la…walau eh…u tot who are you? i knw i need more rest…but i also need to take care my work wat….boss ledi complaint..so how can i go so early…u tot  i dun want meh?

sometime is see his sil i still  nt like and feel dun wan to see her….she spoilt my plan a lot…so sien..but after hate i will think tat as GUAN YIN said i have to hapi wit wat i have noe….

yeah..that;s right!!知足常乐。…..

This is my first time to travel because of work and it is far from hubby….and it is the first time i left him alone after married.But for me, this is a good chance to let him miss me…kekeke…

I bought a wallet for his mum,but i dunno whether his mum like it or not…cos she looks nothing..and din show happy or nt…and that time i suddenly think of my mum…i shall buy for her as well..but i knw mum dun like this type of things and she likes we give cash better and she can buy watever she likes…hmmm… but i think i will something to her…cos she is my Lovely MUM.