LengThye..

aikksss….keep hearing fren’s family problem…sometime really “FAN”..cos own problem sometime also havent settle but go and campuer ppl’s matter pulak…actually i m not really like to hear lar…but she is no place to ;san’ also ler…quite pity..so since i m her fren, tak kan lar dun helping her rite?but oni my ear will san fu and even sometime my mood also spoilt lor..especailly those time myself also nt hapi and no mood…

like today..i m thinking to go brother there for dinner…but suddenly MIL called n saying that got cooked…aiskkk…then have to go back lor…but hubby also nt at home ler..go out with customer again….today i must control  myself cant sms him,cant called him cant contact him at all la…cos tis stupid F alw complaint me..kns..niama…so have to ‘yan yan yan’…ngeeeeeee…..

Hmm…dun think much lor…concertrate on my business lar..even it is small..but ’starter key’ is there ledi..kambateh neh!!!eventhough it was tire…but have to try my dear….hmmm…sucess sucess sucess!!!!hehehe

My first start day of business was…..2007 JUNE 06 lar…but forgot which date ledi ler…oh..my god ..old lady…kns!!

anyway..after 10 years may be my biz is UP UP UP…when i read back…it may as my good memorandom ler….provided that tis blog still exists them….hmmm….ANOTHER TOPIC…..

That gal msn me tell me abt her hubby go oversea la..then asked me inform PIL la..then tell me wat time he reached lar…aiyo…wat is tat..no my biz wat..tell me for wat la!! niama…u tot i m broadcasting meh?aikss…kns…

wat to write again here?hmm actually got many thing to speak out..but one time dunno wat to say ledi…

yeah…Lor keep saying many debts detbs debts..aiyo..u tot i dun have meh?me also san fu meng u knw…i also try to pass my life as good as possible..u tot everyone also can get easy life meh?CB u!!!i sometime really dunno how to say abt her….all ppl also the same with stack of debts waiting…myself also the same…my stupid Bro also the same…but i dunno how this ppl acts like ‘SAI’ dunno keep their own financial..of course, i knw tats is nt easy ok..but at least u need to knw where is ur level ok…sometime i also sien abt the debts…esp F’s one..how to clear?they are no time to clear..the person from LH keep call and check ledi…so tire..no one is kan cheong abt tis issue, macam nt their biz,,,,hey pls lar..is also ur all F wat!!sometime dunno how they act as son o dauhg!! damn TL one lar…tats y i need to work hard get $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$..tis oni can get ppl knw u…oni ppl will nt look down u!!!

cheiu!!!!stupid F life….

but serisouly…when ppl talk abt their family problem to me..i sure will reflect it to myself…did i do so?i m lucky sometime dun have such things..so watever happen in my family or my PIL there i shall appreciate wat GOD gave…GOD treat me very good ledi..i must appreciate!!THANKS GOD!!!

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HAHAH..YAO YAO YEIN FAR FONG LAR….KEKEKKKEKE 

2007/06/24 HOT

Today is bil’s gal site wedding lunch…we went to her hometown for lunch…yeah…is good journey.but damn tire….wake up early morning..n slept late….somemore b4 tis day.was angry with hubby…he went out..he go to subang…he back late..i sms him asked him back…but he did nt…he keep say cant back dun want watever…i dman TL..i scold him i ordered him back..but he said i m alwzzzz do sms to him control him dun let him go out….i dunno i dunno…i cant let him out so late..i cant cant cant…i cant control myself to let him go like tat…i knw i m over…bt i cant even control myself to stop doing tat.!!!…. by the end…till tis morning..everything is stop…no quarrel no argument and nothing to discuss..he jus let it be…nothing to solve…cos both of us are nt talk abt it….WE R TIRE

So we as usual….talk back..the prob keep there…i also man chang..but i also lazy to talk…cos it is never ending with this topic….STOPPPP….topic

I envy her..all ppl praise her…i envry…bt i knw i shall nt…so i keep tell myself u can think this stupid things..so i tell myself also..u need to earn money..u need to work out and get rich…u must then oni u can move out….HELP!!!!

Me so disappointed..this mth will ’sek za wu’ again i think…cos now ledi feel pain as usual….all the signal when coming is appear….why why why…cant get neh?aikkssss….dun ‘fang qi’ lar….god is fair one. :p

I found tat she likes to ask and knw deeply every single thing in family….she wants to control and ‘chap sau’ for everyone’s thingss…beside her, i found out HC’s friens also nt tat good as i think..all is rubbish!!!!

But actually both of them are same type…very ‘ta nui ren’…and like to show out…once talk then sure think watever her partner is wrong…alwZ think herself is right.!!! wat the stupid bloody F ppl.!!!

walau i really hate the voice she has…and today morning,her bf said he going to change job..as i think sure she will change to klang..then gradually move in to our house..shit man…i m damn tention ledi….CB u…all think tis is wat?All donid to pay bills, loan and ev erything…then now all wana move in…i damn TL ler…how to survive? how to cont stay in this house?Dear…u must help me..we must move out…of course i m nt dare to tell hubby yet…he will mumbling then ppl wil think i ‘pan long si fei’ one…shit lar..wat to do?

Must think of buying house ledi ar…i cant tahan lar…GODDDDD!!!Help me!!!help me!!!

As u can see…oni ask someone come n clean the house ledi happen so many things….if that is my house…and anything happen..i can handle it myself…i dunid to explain every single thing!@WTFFFFFFFFFF!!!

Today i m as usual…surfing net and waiting for the coll to verify the code for me in order to generate the report…

so i m doing reading the network book too..cos need to study back and get more knowledge to upgrade myself…i think tis world is like that.when people see u free and reading book they will envy….so i m reading reading and at the same time also on msn…then i heard something like talk about me…bla bla bla in front…then said ‘cari itu doctor lar’…then another stupid fella said…’dia kata dia akan check check check, belum come back lagi….n bla bla bla’…then folo back the first stupid fella said:’ yala org ni sangatt………..busy nie….’ so how u feel when u listen to this kind of sound?

for my first thinking:” oh shit..!! i stil owe her wat?i really cant remember ledi’ why she dun want to come and ask me directly?wan to talk so loud there?tolong la..as a coll…n as a human all ppl will forgot wat….since u knw so long ledi haven settle…why not u come and tell me abt tat?…i won bother lar..since u dun want to ask again..then u wait lar..cos i m sien ledi…all CB ppl like to act like tis…u tot u all senior here so donid to request adn ask ar…everything without asking adn will come to ur mouth or in front of u ar…niama….go n die lar…

Sad about my failure….y people can get so easily but i have to get disappointed one month follow one month?I start worry and scare…my place will be taken soon..but definately…it will be taken soon..tis is fact whereby i m smart enough to ‘work on’…damn stupid!!!sometime i hate to have tis kind of my attitude…need to do so ‘ka’…i tell u waht lar…sometime u also duno what u r doing one ler..aiya..no mood to talk about liao lar…bye

I m so tired….tire with cleaning….so ok…MIL asked someone comes and cleaning(this is without my request) so i happy with that, but i guess she was not happy due to the house is dirty…but i really do my best by cleaning 2 weeks once..you know cleaning is not easy men…!!! is tuff ler…u tot i marry is be maid meh?my mum also never ask me do ok??(opsss.start miss my mum again…)

 Ok..doesnt matter…she asked that aunty come n clean…i have appointment…but i decline it..cos need someone waiting at home…ok…is fine…that aunty work work work…i asked her clean those important one…she said ‘har, your mum ask me do blaa bla bla…’ ok fine.let her do….SHe clean my room…ok…done..then the next is ah L room..she also finish it…so i m been downstair and watching TV..since i dunid to work ma….suddenly…’PIAH!!!!’..walau eh….i faster go upstairss..shit L mirror fall down n pecah!!!…oh my god….i m so scare also..the aunty start explain….this and that..

 ok..doenst matter….i call and tell hubby and bla bla bla….oh gosh..his mum came…so update his mum and a lot of story behind…

With this matter…i really sien with their family attitude..only small matter…bising here and there..n i am so sien again bcos…y i m the one alwz sacrify?y me?y????okla…cos due to the 3rd aunty issue….

ok..talk back abt this…i am so so weird feeling when the mirror is falling down….the first i think is his bro L’s wife….y i think so…cos…his 3rd aunty home got sad issue….n for me i will think we shall not go and visit there…but they are tooooooo modern…nt even go a while, but almost every nite…ok doesnt matter…some more his mum can help over there do this and that…ohssss …i really no eyes to see liao…but i got no choice…i have to  …cos if i voice out..if anything happen all will blame me..then i jus folo lor….

haaaiii..i can see hubby is no happi and not  like abt that..so i also can complain…i quite oni…sien..dunno today will go again? i really dun think tat  i like..hope i can move out one day..really sien sien sien

Why why why??Why not me?I shall be the one get baby first, but why she take over me? why she do this…it is not fair…i know you r pregnant..u tai sai lar…dunid to do any house work meh?…bloody helll…drink and eat you knw..but clean?you never and ever do…alwz jus pretend to do only…u r nt dirty type ppl…but u r lazy ppl..i do until i definately TL…i do a lot a lot after i married…i stay cool…cos we are not enough money to move out…i knw we r nt capable…we are not use at alll…so we need to depends to family….we bo yon………..ur hubby used up dunno clean one meh?all only wait for me to do…clean..u tot i m superwomen? Ci Pet  u….everyone has their limitation…no do over i  tell u…

 PIL also one kind…every time ask me do this and that..i tell u wat…my parent also never ask me do so much of things…i suddenly really miss my parent…i alwz miss them much..that s y all the best thing i give them..MUM, DAD i love u……..