LengThye..

Yday go check up,unfortunely doc was not in due to emergency…so…i see another doc for temporary….my problem still exists and my cysts still there and looks bigger….start worry is this a big prob???

so early morning at office, i start reading and looking for article about ‘ovarian cysts’…phew~~~really worry..but think that i have not serious symptons guess its not so critical and i guess if it is really harmful…doc sure will consult me stop my pregnancy…..so 50% 50% of my feeling now…worry and happy….

 If i not mistaken, if the cysts growing bigger, i need to operation or wait until deliver time only take it out and deliver by casearean…so, another problem out…$$$$….i guess we need 6k at least for the casearean…so i need to plan out more and more…..phew~~~ pececk……but i m loving my baby…now i really hoping my baby healthy and can deliver smoothly….GOD….PLease help me…i know i shall appreciate watever i m having it now…..i m really appreciate…but i hope my baby is healthy and i will thank GOD…….sure i m thanking now….and forever…

I know and can see hubby also worry about this…but he did not voice out much…..i also dunno how to answer him and also no mood to console him…cos  i m also down….life is like tat .,…

Fren-sn said i m the hang fuk among all of them…yea..i think so….i really appreciate all the thing that GOD given to me…THANKS again….so i must work out more to reply all my goods here….

Before bed, i was thinking the past with hubby…think back all the sweet memory…its really sweet and we also have sour time….thats break time…i happy until i tear…and i also tear due to break time…..LIFE - Happy + SAD….

:P………See one step do one step? Or think before you do? OH…thats a ‘mao dun’ Q…no one can answer it…

12th Oct 07 is my 4 months prenancy…hmmm…sometime feel normal sometime feel worry…haha…wat is this ?

so today 10 10 will go for my checkup, read from book that 4 months we can get to know the baby sex…hmmm…so kan cheong also har…eventhough baby gal or boy also ok…but really happy to know my first baby sex….hehe

human is ‘mao dun’…sometime think tat gal is good..but sometime also worry cant get boy…haha…if get twin with one boy one gal easy lar..dunid to worry so much…kekeke…

i so tire and no mood to work sometime….but thats is not choice…cos this is my job and i need to earn 奶粉钱ah…….see fren or coll say their experience like very rich ar…can hire confinement lady…can do this and that …haiii….but why i cant ler…but i shall appreciate cos my mum can cook for me…thats the best ler..she knows wat i like to eat she can cook well to me….somemore i m not like those ppl can ask maid to work one lor…you can see that like the cleaner i also din ask her do much wat,…just let her do watevr she likes and as long as she do..tats enuf…

I shall plan out my meal …go healthy meal ler…let my baby healthy also..YES!! Kambateh!!!